Don’t worry: I’m not going to blather on too much about my feelings and hopes and dreams and whatnot, and how disappointing my life has turned out to be. It’s not that I’m not that kind of guy (I am): it’s just that I don’t want to waste your time, at least, not that much of it; certainly no more than I already have. I just want things to be okay, so I don’t have to worry so much about what you’re thinking about what I did and why, possibly, I did it. You know, because I don’t want it to seem like I do these things on purpose to mess things up for anyone. Honestly, there is surprisingly little intentionality behind any of my actions, and that is the truth. I just wanted you to know that, so we were clear from the start.