The Floating Egg

We live in curi­ous and con­fus­ing times, as have pretty much all our ances­tors through­out all of recorded his­tory. Some lines that once seemed clear are always start­ing to blur, and that is always going to make us uncom­fort­able to some extent, although we all have vary­ing degrees of tol­er­ance for such unease, espe­cially when with it come excite­ment and the promise of new and bet­ter (?) things just ahead.

My friend (and cousin-in-law) Dave Schwartz asked a very inter­est­ing ques­tion on his blog yes­ter­day morn­ing: what does it mean to own a book? He describes his expe­ri­ence of recently pur­chas­ing phys­i­cal copies of three books he already owned in e-book form, and won­ders what that says about him, and in a broader sense what that says about dig­i­tal vs. phys­i­cal media.

Per­son­ally, dig­i­tal prop­erty still feels ephemeral to me. While I love the fact that I can own whole sea­sons of my favorite TV shows (for exam­ple) with­out hav­ing thick cases devour­ing inch after inch of my pre­cious book­shelf space, at the same time, I can’t see them, I can’t hold them, I can’t really know that I have them: ulti­mately I have to believe in them. It becomes almost a mat­ter of faith, and trust as well: faith in an unseen world of zeros and ones that some­how coa­lesce con­sis­tently into the sights and sounds and words that we have paid for, and trust that a glitch, a hic­cup, or dust mote is not going to wipe out all that unseen dig­i­tal prop­erty in the blink of an eye.

And that leap of faith trust and in the reli­a­bil­ity of dig­i­tal prop­erty is a hard one to make, and far harder (for many peo­ple) when it comes to books than to music and visual enter­tain­ments. Why? Because our rela­tion­ship to books is inher­ently a more phys­i­cal one, at least it always has been since peo­ple started read­ing to them­selves back in late antiq­uity. (Augus­tine com­ments in Book VI of Con­fes­sions how bizarre it was that his men­tor Ambrose would sit by him­self and read silently, rather than aloud as every­one else did: “When he read his eyes would travel across the pages and his mind would explore the sense, but his voice and tongue were silent.” Of course, read­ing aloud helped back when there were no spaces between words.) We carry books with us, we curl up with them, we smash creep­ing things with them, we amass long shelves full of them, we press trea­sured memen­tos in them. They are for many of us touch­stones mile­stones along life’s jour­ney, some­times even mon­u­ments to the achieve­ment of tack­ling and con­quer­ing a par­tic­u­larly daunt­ing text.

And now that is chang­ing. The pre­sen­ta­tion of texts to be read is migrat­ing to ever-improving dig­i­tal devices that allow us to carry copi­ous amounts of read­ing mate­r­ial about with us in our purses and man-bags. I can­not see this as a bad thing, but at a deep level it is still a dif­fi­cult devel­op­ment to adjust to. It is one thing to embrace the ease and con­ve­nience this shift offers, but it is another to com­pen­sate for the uncon­scious expec­ta­tions of what it means to hold a book, to own a book, to pos­sess a book. We’ll get used to it in time: we’re good at that.